We had team building today. Whisper<no work> ;D Anyway, it went okay. Although it rained and I had to walk around with sogging wet socks and shoes.. Anyway, I’m just glad it’s over. Giggles at freedom. That’s how I’m able to be writing this post now anyway. :D 

Just wanted to write out my new year resolutions for 2017. It must be strange to be writing about new year resolutions in April? HA.

First to top the list is: To be less forgetful. I’m trying to.. but it isn’t working much. Memory is innate I guess. Oh wells.. What to do..

Second is to Observe more. But.. when I remember to observe my surroundings, I end up not noticing anything. It’s something good to have so I shall leave it here as a reminder..

Third is to Think less about unnecessary things. Don’t deliberate about something so small that you end up neglecting the bigger picture. THIS. I keep worrying unnecessarily I really wanted to kick myself!

Fourth is to Spare a moment to process people’s words before reacting. I do tend to assume lots of things.. It’s a bad habit that I have to change. Ah, this should be at the top of the list instead. lol

Fifth and lastly is a reminder that if there’s something you probably can’t do, don’t promise and think you can. That’s irresponsible so if you’ve promised, then please do it.

That’s about it. My resolutions for 2017. Let me update on my cosplay the next post! I have a dance audition tomorrow and Sunday I’m going over to my friend’s place to make a costume. Yay I’m excited(‘: See you again.


Thoughts about life in 2015-2017

My life as an undergraduate in NUS ended in 2014.

I started afresh at a new job in 2015 baring the title of a university dropout. Actually, my story is more of like.. I don’t like the mathematics degree I was pursuing; had no idea what else to do in life, so I took a break from school to gain some working experience and see how it goes. But.. who knows what the truth really is? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Anyway a dropout.. sounds pretty gung-ho huh? I’m feeling a bit impressed by myself for going the unorthodox way. I’ve always been a.. goody-two shoes? ;D It’s definitely going to be a harder route. Just compare it with my sister who just graduated from NTU and earning 3 times more salary than the me right now, who have already worked for two years. Alas, life is fair. This is how much I can cope with right now, and so how much I deserve.

Of course, I’ve changed job since. Things weren’t moving forward at all so I took a leap in 2017 and went to another job. Like a wanderer without a goal, I went to another company. This is of course, just another transition period. A stepping stone? Because I’m preparing to study part time.

First of all, back in 2015 and 2016, it was a difficult period. I have no confidence at work, always feeling overshadowed by others. It took some time for me to build up self confidence. Cosplay helps. It lets me know how to pretend to be confident even when you’re not, because you want the photos to turn out nice. And it’s more fun when you are smiling rather than feeling worried over how terrible you might look. Whether I felt that it was a bad cosplay or not, a smile does go a mile. It brightens up one’s life, spread happiness to others and also for my own sake at times. Cosplay taught me make up which taught me confidence, which in turn gave me the courage I needed to pursue new things.

I took my first step to dance in public. I’ve always hidden in my room to dance, ashamed of how bad I am. But I learnt how to have fun, knowing you’re bad yet nevertheless trying to find ways to keep on improving. I’m grateful for the friends I met, both in cosplay and at dance. There are many frustrating times, such as when you can’t do a dance move properly, or apply makeup properly, or even pose correctly. Yet I’m feeling more complete with these two hobbies in my life. Else, I’ve always been an empty shell that doesn’t understand the world.

Fast forward to 2017, in my new job I have to get used to a new environment and new colleagues. I struggled with certain people. In the first place, I’m never good with strangers, but this job requires me to reach out to others. I have no choice but to put myself out there. Of course, it sounds like a simple job. But even from serving tea with wobbly hands to greeting guests, it’s something new for me. It’s always hard to take that first step, but once you do, things get rolling. I believe that the first step.. and the next step.. and the next is what moves people forward. I hope to continue step by step, just doing a little more each day.

Frankly, I still don’t understand what is there for me, I only believe in getting pass today, day-by-day. I’m awaiting for school to start in July, embarking on a new degree called Multimedia Technology. I feel that it isn’t what I’m good at. But it’s what I want to learn. I have so much to learn though, and I know I will struggle. But it’s okay, I have learnt some ways to cope with stress. I don’t want to give in to frustrations. I hope as an advice to myself, to learn to be patient and to lower your ridiculously high expectations. Do not force yourself with what you cannot do. But learn to deal with what you can actually do. After completing school, I hope.. to find a permanent job where I can commit myself to and contribute to society. What shall it be I really have no idea though..

I’ve gotten carried away. It’s really time for me to go to bed. End of my ramblings. See you on the next morning. ( ゚▽゚)/

Inuyasha Drawing & My Cosplay

Hi peeps, it’s me again. It’s weird to place a greeting at the start of the post, as though I’m talking to people when actually I’m really just addressing myself. :P But it’s okay. Hi to myself. I am alive. A while back, I drew my favourite childhood character, Inuyasha:


I love Inuyasha <3

Does anyone have the same favourite character as me? ^^ My next favourite would be Sesshomaru! Perhaps I shall try drawing that the next time? Although it would probably be more challenging trying to draw out his handsome chiseled face. HA-HA.

My friend did a cosplay of Inuyasha and I am so in love. XD Do you know I like to cosplay too? I’ve set up a new cosplay page on this blog, where I keep track of my cosplays. It’s titled ‘My Cosplay Journey‘. Do take a look if you’re keen(: Here’s some of my cosplays as a teaser:

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Photography credits go to the respective great photographers. ^^

To end the post, I shall leave here the drawing process of Inuyasha. (Yes, back to the topic on Inuyasha. lalala~)


He’s bae. XD

I enjoyed writing this post. I hope everyone have a great day ahead. It’s night time here though, I have to go to bed but.. no. Let me stay up just a bit more. 8D