I saw this quote about working towards your dream and it got me thinking that currently, I have no dreams. Maybe this is the reason why my life is really boring right now. I remember those days in primary and secondary school when I wanted to be a writer. So I started writing. I read many books and I wrote stories and kept journals. These activities were actually started by my teacher back then who encouraged us to keep journals and write short stories to improve our writing skills. I remember how I loved composition writing and spent a lot of time writing. This interest in writing continued on when I was in secondary school where I started writing blogs.
I love keeping blogs, especially loving the thrill of designing the site layout to writing posts. I write posts almost every day. It was fun researching for things to write about and I would spend hours editing my posts, even though no one probably reads them. I tend to write about idols. I was into japanese idols back then and my favourite group was Hey! Say! JUMP. I collected their CDs, concert goods and kept photographs of them. I saved every picture I saw of them on the net and downloaded all their songs – even those live versions. And I wrote fanfiction about them. Even while I was preparing to go to bed, this great story idea would keep me awake and I would hurriedly jot down the story outline before I forget it. I really enjoyed writing those fanfiction. I used to spend time studying grammar and language use as well.
Those were interesting and fulfilling days. I am not a very creative person, probably drained all my creative juices during those days. Now, I am no longer excited about idols. I still listen to idols but my idol addiction was gone. I started watching anime and this got me excited for a while before the excitement died down again. Now, my life is extremely bland and nothing spices up my life. I lack goals and commitment. What should I commit my time to? I don’t read much now and I tend to get bored with the book (or perhaps I just kept borrowing boring books lol). I am a very bored person. (;*´Д`)ﾉ